grocery delivery day-- and wine. The feelings of having it too good are worse during a pandemic. As they should be. Then I wonder if it's worse to feel guilty. Rather than grateful. Cause guilt usually eclipses that.
such a cavalier day--I didn't wash her hands after she did this. I didn't think of it. Then did. Then there was nothing to be done and I think I'm numb? A saturation point where your brain can't worry anymore.
but it was a euphoria too-- the peace of mind having fresh produce, she napped, it was sunny and I sat on the fire escape.
then we had small group on zoom-- I don't have any friends close enough, here or elsewhere, close enough to miss.
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